Welcome Back,
First off, I would like to say Happy Canada Day to my friends and family up here in Canada. Happy Birthday to me, and Happy 4th of July to all of my friends and family back home.
As much as people say that age is just a number, and that it’s not how old you are, but how old you feel.. So with that said, as each year passes and each birthday goes whizzing by, many of us stop to reflect where we are in life. We think about how far we’ve come, what we left behind, and we often compare ourselves to other people our age.
Mentally I feel like I’m in my mid 20’s. Physically I feel the same, although some days I feel my age and then some. As far as my career goes, I would say that it rates above average. My health is well above average. The quality of life is better than it was one year ago. So really, I can’t complain.
I often think about the fact that when my mother was my age ( 32 tomorrow), I was already 9 years old and my brother was 7 years old, she was married and divorced twice and we never lived anywhere for longer than 3 years.
On the other hand, I don’t have any children, my second marriage is 100 times better than the first. I have travelled all over the East coast and made a career for myself, and I am taking classes to assist in a possible career change that will allow me to be creative. I also started my life over in Canada, having moved 2500 miles northwest to Alberta.
In the end, it would seem that on a sub-conscience level I have avoided the one thing I feared… Turning out like my mother. Not that she is a horrible person, as I know she had good intentions. Then again, everything happens for a reason. I truly feel that I am where I am suppose to be at this point of my life.
I will admit that I am secretly hoping that my husband has something special planned for my birthday. As far as I know our plans for tomorrow consist of us going to the movies and watching the new Twilight movie, and then going over to a co-workers’ for a BBQ. Typically my birthdays would consist of a Friendly’s ice cream cake, and heading over to Stanley Park and Westfield High to watch the fireworks display. I guess a Dairy Queen ice cream cake will have to do, and no fireworks on July 3rd in Canada…
Now that I have had the chance to spout off, I think the point of all of this is that I need to stop dwelling on the fact that I am getting older. But rather focus on the accomplishments, reflect on all that I have going for me like my health and my loving husband.